When God speaks, you don't missed it. You may try to shruck it off but it keeps getting back at you until you admit 'defeat'. I'm reminded about the scene where Jacob was wrestling with God. Hahaha...I've got 2 messages this week. And um..I'm still struggling to accept the answer that God has given me...I find myself finding lots of excuses and trying to justify myself. I guess you've made it very clear to me today. Not only was this topic raised during leaders' hub, you sent charity to talk to me, Mei Ling to talk to me and...I'm just speechless.